so i fell asleep with my laptop on. my mom wants to use it. she turns it on. there’s a tumblr dashboard screen and in the middle, there’s a gif of a naked man on top of a naked woman. omg. kill me now. FML.
to the point that you’re willing to ruin your chances of being with that person just to see a smile on their face; just to know that the person will be happy, because happiness is the very least of what they deserve. to the point of crying at night knowing that you can’t be with that person, but smiling in the day knowing that he/she is with someone he/she is sincerely glad to be with. You end up in this melancholic storm—depressing yet comforting—just wishing with all your heart, that beyond the dark grey clouds, there lies a rainbow of love, smiles, and bliss.